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Christmas is fast approaching, 2008 is about to end. Time passed so quickly with so much achieved and so much more to look forward to.

Every year end when i look back, so much have been said and done, some regrets some blessed. As the matter of fact, actually i'm looking forward to 09, me no why. Its probably having the feeling that the whole world celebrates a new beggining with you. And the anticipation, so many doors out there to open... who know what will come by your way, knocking on your the door.

*ribbit*

Ah, i've left this page stagnant for too long, and i don't know how to continue... Well, i tried compiling pictures of people i've come across with these few years... but its hard, i give up.
Cheers to you special guys who made me smile, laugh, cry, angry, pissed...

AND THE LOUSY-est photoshopper awards goes to...

there you go, a tinge of it.

Now i remember what i'm suppose to do initially. Wish you all a

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!

I know some of you will be back for holidays, but i'll be in Penang for work during the christmas week. I take it as a blessing in disguise to keep my spirits up and about. Hope to really catch up with ya'll if you're back in KL yea. i'll steal some time for ya *T&C :p

It hurts so much that you think the angel of death is on its way.
With the mind playing tricks, i should just groan my way through and breathe the final breath.
Flashbacks made it all surreal, as if it was the final countdown.

The cloud of darkness clamps it darkness upon your soul, locked your emotions and store away the life you once lived. It was a trap. A trap that cost eternity.

Anticipating the right moment to barge in with style.
Making sure that heads turn, frozen jaw dropping moment.
She does it with great elegance, no pretence, it was an aura wished by many.

Many years passed, eventhough she is in great distress, she held her head up high.
Aura follows her through but the strength and power was gone.
She knows not where.

It was gone, inside it was wornout and fragile. A tiny whisk would blow it all away.
It was like an abandoned house.

If i were a boy...

If i were a boy, just for a day...

Hmmm...

I will make patterns while peeing on the urinal
I will give my best friend the greatest experience *ahem* she will ever encounter
I will make girl's head turn wherever i go
I will walk on streets without a shirt on
I will be really gay and scare the shit out of my straight boyfriends

i thought about it for days, its the only list i can think of doing.
While i was at it, i asked around. With predicted answers, if given a chance to be a boy for one day, they would want to screw as many girls they can. sigh.

the stereotype girls have on boys.

For some reason i can't explain

For some reason, it was unexplainable, unattainable, unreachable.
People couldn't believe what i've become. But i did.

For some reason, the heaven's door opened.
Leading to a path which i've never thought i would turn to.

For some reason, i was moved a little.
Sincere, honesty and sacrifice he did for me.

For some reason, i never took up the challenge
It was prolly a blessing in disguise.

For some reason, i try to forget.
For some reason, i can't.

For some reason, i feel scared.
Cause i know you won't be there forever.

For some reason, we drifted far apart.
it just wasn't enough.

For some reason, it was just time to move on.
I guess you did just that.