As painful as it can be, reasoning, denial till no end.
its all I can give. I want to, I need to, I must.
This is as much as I could give. You, me and everybody.

I heart you, left me in the dark.
Could it even be? Its only been a short while.
This is as much as it gets. I'm tired.
I wake up wanting not to go to you,
Wanting not to feel you,
Wanting not to have anything to do with you.
This is as good as it gets.

I will leave heartless.

Its been a while, falling short of time in everything i do.
Everytime when i think things are getting better, it just turn out worst than before.
This year in particular, i know not why but one crisis after another bad news keep stirring.
Its been a tough and bumpy road. But to think of it, who had it smooth all the way anyway.
As compared, this year have been tough.
Recently, its tougher.
A blow to the head and ego. Kaching! my face have tickened by 2 inch.

I wonder i know who i am anymore.