Tuesday, March 11, 2008

Are you a risk taker? I have asked myself again and again today. I like to take safe risks, probably i know 90% i will succeed. Thats a minimal risks. As i ponder on the future once again, yea i know kinda a bit too frequent nowdays. I can't help but to wonder what the future lies.

Business? Retail? Music? Missionary? goodness me, becoming an andartu scares me like a mad cow. In order to do what i like, risks is a must take isn't it. Or you just wouldn't know if you don't try it. But what if i fail? will i fail with shame? or fail with pride? Lets just say if i like someone, but don't dare to take the risks to tell, scared of rejection, missing my boat? or is the boat just not meant for me? Or just too scared to take that large sum of money to do partneship with someone. I missed the opportunity? bye bye bigger bucks. *no, i'm not rich nor filthy rich to open business. just a thought only ok.

Questions questions questions... questions that i would never have the answer unless i try it out. BIG risks.

i am so frus thinking of unpractical or rather 'mouliu' stuff, can die. Oh, handsome prince in white bullet proff aluminium waxed shining armour, can you please save poor mou liu rapunzel out of her imaginative sky dungeon.

*and they lived happily ever after*

*bluek

5 comments:

Joanna's IVF Journey said...

interesting post. May, we all take risk everyday. both of us did took the same kind of risk by changing our job to something more challenging. after working for 8 months here in the new company, i've learn something about this "what if" words. what if i didn't do this or what if i didn't tell him how i feel or what if i didn't take that risk. well our lives are full of what if questions. so we should take on the challenges that come our way. take that risk. cos if we didn't we will keep on ponder on the what if question. and if we were to loose, we will not loose in shame cos we know that we had tried rather than running away from the risk and never give ourself a shot in that risk. at least we had face the challenges that comes our way.

Joanna's IVF Journey said...

btw... the miss the boat thing sounds rather familiar to me... haha!

May said...

Whatever happened is behind. Keep looking back, it will not help you go forward.

Sim Yin said...

yea, keep looking back will not help you go forward. but somehow we still can't help but to look back once in a while. i have my what ifs thoughts from time to time too. "what if i stayed in malaysia instead of going back to the states?" i guess i'll never know. just have to keep walking in the dark til we see that light at the end of the tunnel :)

May said...

Always remember, the best is yet to be. Hold on to it till the end of the tunnel. Make sure you keep walking.