Loose and Gain

Its my first time being in retail, and of course it has been challenging since day one. A lot is expected. And more will continue to roll in i'm sure. Theres so much to learn here, its like another set of course, taking different subjects. The coordination is vast, most of the time i'm in a maze. Need adjustment.

Besides the work adjustment, theres also life adjustment. Of course it also goes side by side. My eldest aunty passed away on Thursday. She left all of the sudden despite the 'good reviews' of her getting better. The news is still sinking in to us all. All the festivals will not be the same anymore... Christmas, Chinese New Year, Reunion dinner...

Partly because of the previous job's exposure, life is fragile, life is short has never been clearer. Every now and then i have to constantly be reminded of priorities. Can i achieve my dream and yet live to the brim? Can't have everything can i? Loose and gain?