Dear you,

Nobody said it was easy. Indeed it wasn't. Attempted time after time but failed. How crude can life be. It was tempting and alluring. It was hard not to consider. But how many times you think some how it looks so much greener on the other side? i always do. Yet, the doubts eats you in.

Uncertainty, risks and doubts, its part and parcel of life. Choices, decisions, and words that are said cannot be un-done.

Be wise my dear friend, for words are power tools. So says the well-known master, Freud (disregarding his 'psychoanalysis' theories) "Words have a magical power. They can bring either the greatest happiness or deepest despair."

Piling with the littles in life can be stressful and burdensome. Its all for you to learn. Take heart my dear one for he will not give on to you what you cannot bear.