It has been nothing but a rollercoaster ride.
Trying hard to make it un-obvious, going in and out and in and out.
Exhausting and energy draining.

Sitting up on the bed, having all the time in the world to think.
Thoughts kept flowing in, as the tears joined in too.
Its was a decision made, sticking to it seemed the best.

Was it stupidity or a sudden gush of rare emotion?
Many says stupid and selfish. I agree so.
I do not beg to differ, i do not oppose the unavoidable scarcasm.
You know my love is far beyond that. Take heart that it won't be another time.