Nothing pleases me more now with a ramli burger in my mouth. Battling with an eating disorder was a tough call. Being a plus size, i sorta understood the daily whispers and being low profile wherever. The laughs and remarks was a wounding excruciating experience. Knowing something was wrong, but then it doesn't matter as it is sememangnye like that. The life of a plus size is nothing like a bed of roses. Discarded, torned, humiliated, it was all part of the package.

Looks was important, needless i say. School days, whose the handsome-st, pretiest. We know how the forefront meant in this world and how things were easier done when you are prettier, the guys will swarm to help you, lines and lines of admirers.

Is the look all that important? shouldn't it be 'character outshines it all' or 'its the inside that 'matters'. I still do laugh at men defending themselves by stating that 'face doesn't meant a thing to me, its her personality'. Loads of bollocks! Of course, its not all men, sometimes its the girls too. Cause i'm one of them. :)

That aside, being the plus size woman, having the plus size sneer, in a plus size shoe. Probably not as intensely dramatic or traumatic as some girls out there, i had my fair share. Hey you, i can't say its ok and will be ok to be plus size. As long as you are comfortable as you are. Then you're ready to go. up up and away...

It takes time to build up again crushed confidence, but its essential. Essential to go far in life, you can and will do it. Takes lots of determination but its all worthwhile at the end. I cannot say i'm there cause i'm not. Still eating taugeh as my main meal, still too lazy to work out in gym.. but still striving on. I hope you will too. Nothing is impossible.

Cheers to the day we can eat a ramli burger without guilt!