Its still the wee AM now. It would be another sleepless night.
The mind will not rest, it would just not stay still.
It wonders to the far end of every corner, tensed every nerves.
Eating up slowly inside, yearning for answers.
If only theres a lifebook to refer to.
To take it or leave it. To ignore it or accept it.
It sounds as easy, but it never is.

After 24 hours of thoughts, i'm still blank.

sitting at my all time favourite coffee joint, sipping my all time favourite chai.
Nothing beats this moment. Without any idea on how I ended up my journey here.
A place I somehow take refuge. I really should be somewhere right now.
To do stuff which I have been procrastinating for the longest time now.
So, pardon my weight gain. It will be 'normal' soon enough.
It was tougher waking up in the morning. Intended to just wrap around the blanket
The whole day, of cos to no avail. Flashings of experience kept haunting
My withered soul.
I fight to differ. Fight to erase. Fight to overcome.

Seeing folks happily shopping, wishing one another.
The happiness filled. Not only its a holiday, its a time to be happy and celebrate.
Buying things they like, families together. The love I felt.

I wonder and ponder as I sit here catching up with my mind.
However calming it would usually be, it became stressfully gruesome to even think
Of sorting it out. Sometimes, we don't even know what we want.
One thing I know for sure, I did not regret getting bb.
Its the best thing that ever did come into my life.

You too of course. But you caused me much worries and uncertainties.

Signing out from the coffee joint

Will being patient pay off at the end of the day?
Or will it just leave us as direction-less as ever.



I sat still on the bed beside the window looking at the vastness of taipei city.
A place i never thought i will step in. And here i am, breathing their air.
The walk nearly killed me, but it was all worth it.
Did stuff that i only saw on the tele. Ate like a wildboar and drank like a camel.
It all did me good, instead of putting on weight, it burned away.
Healthy food, 100% pure drinks. The chinese culture.
It was my first stepping into a 'chinese-asian' community as a whole.
Impressed with the society that puts our fashion sense into shame.
Girls all made and done up wherever they go. Boys are oh so gorgeous.
Of course, not everyone but it was definately an eye washer.



Would definately go back again. Not so soon but will again.

I have come to miss this place. People i travelled with. Without any worries. With my phone off-ed. Papaya Milk. Gorgeous people everywhere. Cheap clothes. Fake eyelashes. :)

Its all destined. The previous post i wanted to publish died on me TWICE. Oh well, you suckers out there, take it as a means of saving your asses. :)
In real life, i'm actually not that vulgar. :p

A comment made to me not too long time ago was, i though you were very loud and whiney in real life judging on your facebook. It seems i am LOUD and WHINEY! yeesh.. i prolly am! such disgrace.. muahahah...