Technically, its already Thursday. Today is the day where i would be able to know my off day tomorrow is coming through or not. The 'assignment' was suppose to be due on Monday, but due to.. of course, unforeseen circumstances *snickers* the dateline is pushed behind.

It is either i'm a very lousy worker or its just unfortunate to be flooded by 'unforeseen circumstances'. Tomorrow is gonna fly by just as fast as today... i can't wait to just lenggang kaki on Friday.

Next month is my one year anniversary working at my current job. Can't believe time passed so fast. One year. Zoom. Gone.
Much have gained, much have lost. Be it heartache or fallings, still, life goes on. Time wait for no man. Time seems to be more precious than ever. This age, this journey, it determines the future.

Now, its time to sleep or else missy gold-fish eyes will pop up at work tomorrow, again. sigh. i think i was a gold fish in my previous life.

It is a blessing.

A blessing that made me go cloud nine, fly up the clouds with my pure white angelic wings... surrounded by what seems like candy floss cotton with clean fresh air up my nostrils.

I wonder to myself whether is it just a dream. A dream that will *poof* in the matter of time.

These few months, it was so uncertain. But when the uncertain became certain, it was still uncertain. Follow me as i say, life is uncertain. I am thinking out loud which sometimes freak my colleagues. But it really helps with the digestion of the mind...

I don't know what i'm ranting here... its Friday and i am looking forward to just sit and chill with friends. But i am working on Saturday and got a huge dateline on Monday.

Wish me 'luck'.

I thank you for being my voice. It happened so fast last night, i'm still trying to digest it. But i can't help feeling the butterflies in my stomach.

Being out of this world, i nearly got myself into an accident. A MPV with a sang kancil. I should not be spared, just merely looking at the size of both vehicle. But an angel was somehow there to alert me at due time and a slight bump, i didn't even hear it happening. Of course, not until the guy stared at me wanting to pull over. Not having the slightest idea i bumped someone on the butt, i had the courtesy to also pull over and ask what happened. All due respect to the guy that got bumped, he commented 'you are lucky'. no scratches, no dent.

Phew! close encounter. Or else tonight i really don't need to sleep already. Have not been sleeping well these days. The mind seemed so awake somehow. Tonight is not an exception.

So much going on in the mind, but nothing comes out from the mouth. Could only relate to few dudes. But still, words and expressions were hard to form. A conclusion was made, i strive to standby it. If you're lucky, you may see the effect of the conclusion.

Signing out..

Penang

It has not only been a stressful week, it was added on with tiredness and restlessness with the travelling. Feeling a little dissapointed with myself and lots of should haves, nevertheless i'm happy that the work-trip ended yesterday.

Not knowing Penang being a really really small state, i was suprised to see the little amount of people walking into the store. Eventho most of the people that was meant to turn up, turned up but it is either i have put too many chairs or the crowd just ain't enough. Well, this time round i didn't not have my usual event dose of adrenaline rush. Cause it was just so slow, or mmm... maybe Penang staff just too efficient.




There definately a learning point in this mini show. I will upload more pictures of the show in facebook once i get it.

Somehow, after this event... i am feeling not too sure of myself anymore.

Patience may patience... i have been getting a lot of these lately. From my best buds to a total stranger from the road side. Its queer, very queer. Getting advices and opinions from friends are totally different from strangers. Basically, if they are called stranger, they hardly know you for starters, and main course, they hardly know you. More like, they don't know you at all.

So why? But for whatever the reason maybe, i daren't neglect it. Everything happened for a reason. E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G

ARGH. Being the twerp, the impatient blood is flowing through my mind, body and soul. I want to know it and i want to know the result now. The in-betweens are killing me. Who likes being on the border anyway.

In the same time, i loathe the results. Cause a big part of me don't know how the ending will be like. The results could be good. But it could be shitty too.

If only i'll ask. But thats the only thing i won't do. Its damn good to be a women isn't it. Redundant. Don't you just love me.

With Anwar and Shabery debating on TV, being it the most anticipated debate ever, somehow i have no interest.

All the debating, the who say what and who will promise what... sudah muak dengar. With the fuel price already RM2.70, and the electricity going up, it useless to say anything now. But if theres another increase, so says the rumour, it will definately cause a furor. Whatever the government is doing, its definately not helping.

Adding icing to the rotten cake, filing cases which eats up tax payers money. Ramblings on who to blame or 'i have nothing to do with this', innocent people involve. BAH, it's a rotten world.

JUSTICE, WHERE ARE YOU? Probably sleeping at his seat.