Ever imagined yourself having a son? daughter? (for those who are married does not count)

I hardly have contact with kids. Even with my little cousins or any extended family i have. We either don't have little ones running around or i dissapear during festive gatherings.. i don't know, theres hardly any kids in the family that i've bonded with.

Except for this little one. Other than he eats too much sweety stuff and keep having diarrhea. I fell in love with him. Partly because when i visited him in the hospital, i brought him a toy. But then he was ignorant to what i gave him. Hold and throw, hold and throw. Now, he remembers me by the toy i gave him.

Throughout the day he stucked by my side, sulked when we sat afar during dinner.

Trying to imagine myself as a mom. *peeeeeeeeeettttt* hold your horsess!

People tend to view me as career orientated person, it may seem so.. looking at the rate i'm going. But having kids, real life kids seems like a refreshing idea to me now.

We know, being a parent has it dawned responsibilities. Unlike job responsibilities, its do and go..

This one project, you can't leave it half way, ask them to wait, pending feedback...

Huge responsibility in life, but its a blessing. :)

*you may think i am just saying it so 'song' cause i'm not yet a mother. 'Just wait till you have one youself' but well, i may say it out of the now 'feel' but i do appreciate this given experience.