Un-wind the past

TODAY JAM JAM JAM! EVERYBODY IS BACK IN TOWN!!

The amount of cars is unbelievable. All of the sudden, after the so called holiday season, all the cars are back to haunt me again. No more waking up a bit later to go work.
After we did what we did today, we went to suzi's corner for supper. Saw this familair figure walking towards me and OH NO! it's REZA. Whenever this guy sees me, he reminds me of good old high school days. He is only one of the few malays in school i am able to be more than aquaintance. Everytime he sees me, he will remind me of this particular 'scene' i did back in high school. OK, i have been putting this behind my head. As i grew up, came out of school, i don't turn back, its all in the archive memory compartment.

so...what happened was...
During SPM, oh well, 1119 english paper i think. As usual, i finished fast and hope to just get out of the hall asap. But there have this system that you can't go out of the examination hall before or after a certain time. So i sat and linger around, playing with myself-NOT LITERALLY. So i was tilting on the chair's two back 'feet'. Well, the balancing gave me away and then... BAM!! In the middle of SPM english exam, i fell to the floor. And mind you, i ain't small in size. The stares and laughter..oh man..and during SPM sommore, in the largest hall in the school sommore. Reza was nearby and his laughter HAHAHAHAHAHAH AHAHAHAHAHAHA the loud-est...budak tak guna tu.. I think this qualifies as one of the most embarassing moments in my life. Reza never fails to haunt me with my 'past' chair experience.

Till date, he still is. A picture of Reza..if whenever you're in a gloomy mood, and if you see this guy, he can tell you what happened in such exagerated funny manner that you won't resist laughing.

It has been sometime since i saw him last, so many things had happened since high school. Now, a grown mature man, and gonna get married next year sommore. CHEERS mate!

Dah jadi ah-pek nanti, baik lupakan perkara kat sekolah ok! hehehe

Two days of holidays, and now its back to work.
It did not feel like i had any time-off. This sucks.
Its Thursday already, CSI people coming back to civilisation tomorrow. How time flies.

A Quiet K.L

After work, we made a plan with lotsa alternative... Plan B, Plan C. but non of them jadi. So for a start we went to mid valley first to just start off going somewhere. To my astonishment (actually not really) the roads were CLEAR. KL roads CLEAR wor... i mean memang sudah janka one..but its rare in the city center ma.

So as the car glided without much needed break, we parked and in my mind the first shop that i want to go is Dorothy Perkins to see wether the new stuffs came out already or not. As i checked my bag, WHERE IS MY WALLET? i've got one wallet but...DAMN! only name-care wallet.

This is not good man. I need my card and money. *SOB *SOB being penniless is no good feeling okay. I had to borrow some cash from Joanna.

Well... We had lah to go find RHB bank ONLY for her to withdraw money. i got 50 ringgit and there goes the plan for a movie, buy some clothes or go yum seng lah. *poof* I know, can borrow more mar..but low also lah..no mood liao.

Look lah, her face bo-song already.."Where can forget purse one".

Instead of feeling low cos no money spend on unecessary stuff. I was laughing over the whole i-so-the-'big-head-prawn' thing. hehehe... how could i forget..and i was driving without license with me... kekeke

My saver for the day, Daniel called and offered to bring me my wallet, meet us in Finnegans. Its like a while drive from Melawati and he offered to pick my wallet and come. How sweet eyh! aaaahhhh...... ok, i am very excited ok, not everyday you get someone to go out of their way and do nice things to you when you're in some kind of a despration mode. *Daniel is still single*

So, as a token of my deepest and sincerest appreciation, he gets a yummy sandwich, a not-so-hard-core Baileys on the rock and my blog url- hahaha. I only know how to pay back through drinks and these kinda stuff ok, other than that i'm hopeless.

Empty office

Raya is tomorrow and obviously, living up to the World's most holiday punye country, everybody...well, almost everybody is on leave today. And yours truely here is at work just because Mr.ceo decides that one of us should be at the office. How considerate. I have nothing to do, hmm...ok ok lots of things to finish but come on, half of the world is on leave dammit. where got mood. Think i not malay meaning i don't raya one issit?! We all multi racial country mar...must fair fair..celebrate with all..no segrigation..one place holiday, ALL holiday also.

Empty, lonely day at the office...

Just came back from lunch with Irene at the leisure mall. So the many people and even Casxie and Hoong were there. Man...the holiday look. This sucks big time.

Selamat Deeparaya

It has been a while since i've walk along the streets of bukit bintang at night. Last night after a drink at Starhill, we strolled along the streets of bukit bintang. The weather was breezy and people walked in and out of Lot 10..everybody jay-walking, impatient mad drivers. Oh yea...Malaysia Negara-ku. The feel of being out in the city at night made me feel...i don't know..Usually its either being at home or some mamak which usually in some dark taman somewhere or clubs with ultimate air and sound pollution. Its good to be somewhere different once in a while.


The CSI (Christian Single International) people from church's mission trip day has finally arrived and i hope everybody is well up there in the jungle somewhere in perak. A couple of hours road trip, an hour up hill..this is interesting..They all will be there for about 6 days or so to live with the orang asli people. There will be much much to learn. :)

Random picture:
Some of you would know my habit after a drink or so. So i thought i'll just photo-record my disgusting ways. The comparison result of the life of Mr.Straw between a non-straw-biter with one.

Haunting Past

When i went online yesterday, i checked my emails and clicked a link a friend has sent to me. I was expecting a lame funny video or some sort. However, to my utmost suprise, it's a sex video of a college mate and her boy i assumed. I was dumbfounded-speechless-stunned. HOW CAN HOW? How could video recording ever be consented in an intimate act? My ass la for own pleasure. Own pleasure can go fly kite. Pleasure is more important than dignity or rather face? But it's just not another save-face issue. This is ultimate no-respect. It would be just another chain-mail circling around the net if the face was covered or anyhow blured. But all bare? and it was pretty obvious that she knows that he is recording it. BUT WHY? i don't understand. We always hear about other people from other country with spy-cams or self taken shots which gotten to the net and being publish even. But this is rather new to me, or rather weird to see someone you know personally inside doing the action.

Anyways, its not much of my business. My business however is contemplating between the idea of changing to a different working environment or not. I do hope that i am wise enough to make the 'better' decisions. The next step i take would change my pathways, events, be it NGO or corporate. I'm going for an interview this afternoon, or rather a chat. But what dad said last night strucked me about the stability of this company and can it take me far. Would i loose my job in a year or two? Yeeshh.. I don't fancy this grow-up-responsibility-think-of-future thing. It's getting to me.

A random picture - Would be soo much easier to find the car eyh...:p

Whiner

I banged my car again.
The car isn't even a year old. And now, i want another.
Delaying gratification is my weekest point. But anyhow, i now have to be responsible for whatever i decide from now on. Life has been cruel to me especially these few days. The whole idea of no-go-out recuperating during the weekends has failed. And added too, some drama to spice it all up.
I tried writing all the happening ambulance details, but i thought it has passed, so whats the point of whining about the my-weekend-sucks story eyh. Looking on the brighter side of things, i get to spend some time playing toys and watching tv with my favourite korean-baby. Some pictures to cheer me up. Awwww...Nothing better to spice up your day than a charming six foot tall single eyelid man on his knee. :p

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Me dad's Bday!

Today my dad officially turned fifty over *not revealing. I pray that God will grant him long life and good health. He has been our support, our litsening ear, our all in all parts of our growing up. With three girls dominating the Teoh's population, must really be tough enough to handle us. He is a role-model, mentor and a friend. My friends get shocked all the time after i talked to him on the phone "You sure u just talked to your dad?". My daddy is one of a kind, my close friends can testify to that. All i can say is that he is my bestest best friend. He is awesome, and salute him being able to tolerate our non-stopable rantings about life and rubbish of three chaotic daughters, a wife and a son. And sommore on his birthday, took us all out to eat superlicious dinner!
Now being in the working world, i can so see his urge to retire real soon. My dad has been working in the same company for approx 30 years. Imagine right after graduating, stayed with the second or third job till now..talk about being faithful man. I only one year feel like jumping to the next one already. I thank God for daddy.

I was hiding at the back cause i got a pool of water-mark on my blouse...waahaha..
**A little snippit of what the Teohs kiddies does when they have free time on their hands.

Haze Daze

The haze has gotten from bad to worse. When we went out at 7pm today, it's like smelly-air mist steeming through us..air that smelled like burned cactus, the hills were no where to be seen. .. caused eye infaction, breathing difficulties, itching nose-eyes.

Where oh where art thou fresh air.

Everybody should be at home with air-cond on...no need to work. STRIKE!! POLLUTED AIR! HOLIDAY! YAY!

Awful

Today was an awful day. Shitty as well.
Seemingly loosing control. And it ain't fun.

Pressie dilemma

It's joanna's birthday today! Happy Birthday. It was suppose to be celebrated only on Saturday but we met up with her first before the celebration.
I asked joanna what would she like for her birthday, she said she needed a handphone. Well...i guess i COULD get her one... but i got her TWO presantss.. how cool is that. She got what she wanted and an extra gift with it also. AND one of the pressies is what she wanted. How cool is that man...beats me, nothing is cooler than getting what you want for your birthday.
So i got her what she wanted. Tadaa... a nokia handphone (lets disregard the model first)
You should see the 'dissapointed' look on her face *priceless. But hey, when you press the key buttons, got 'ah-beng' songs and got bird tweeting away, so cool... wahahhaha...
Oh well, the second gift Judging by the look on her face, she looks much happier with this pressie. But oh what the heck, she gets it both anyway. hehehehehe
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANYWAY!

A rondom picture
*If you see this late at night while driving, you will freak also!

Prison view...

Today, the team was invited to a gathering with the berjaya group people. After work, we went to have ramadhan buffet at the berjaya hotel. Food, ok ok laaa..could have been better. But the view was good...hehehe..able to see the full up view of the pudu jail.

Amazing...Imagine that before all the prisoners were moved to some 'outskirt' area, they all were in Pudu, right in the middle of KL city. foooyooohh....
And now i'm here in front of my computer, at 10.44pm..just got back, typing this rubbish which most of the time make no sense. But i am too tired and restless to do any other thing..even watch tv. Sometimes life is much of a redundant repetition to me.

Future plans anyone...

I had a long chat with a close friend in melbourne. One of the topic we chatted about was about the possibility of him finding a girlfriend in aust, get married and most prolly settle down there. He is only 22 and would ideally want to be financially free and stable to have a family at estimated aged 30.

During college times, we were always asked this question 'Whats your goal in life'. People who know me are able to know what my answer will be already. 'I want to have a family'. as simple as that. Oh well, of cos the other add-ons comes here and there with addition of a sweet loving caring...tall...christian husband or obedient, quiet kids...and beats me, i don't know if i am ever gonna marry. It's good sometime when you're just lying down, try to paint the future and get all excited on what the future would be, fantasize a bit..I don't know about you, it may sound a little bit wee too much of an attempt for 'early planning' but i feel somehow its kinda therapeutic. :p

Till date, my goal in life has not change. Or maybe has changed to the 'possible goal in life'. Now as work has filled most of my time in this earth, it just probes me more on the whole idea of retiring(impossible at this moment) or just having a family would be a way to enjoy life. But with the contance reminder.'BE CAREFUL OF WHAT YOU ASK FOR'...

Full Empty

The look in his eyes were amazing
everytime when i look into them
The endless courage witholds
Sometimes i wonder where did it all come from.

Never did i feel this way
A new emotion that i could not fathom
The faith, the trust
I must learn

I wish i could do more
I wish time had a controller

Mercy O God, have mercy
A tiny drop from heaven would do
Grant her strength that she could go on
We lay it all down to You

Feeling of the day.