Intelligent Conversation of the Teohs

Dad: got bread behind ah
Me: i don't eat rice and bread anymore, part of the diet plan.

Dad: -silence-

Me: just telling you lah

Dad: tomorrow while you waiting for your car, you can walk down to the shop, order curry fish head. Drink the curry, eat the fish lah.... *evil MUAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA... while wacking his hand on the sofa...

Me: -_-

When i'm typing it out, it doesn't seem funny but oh well, my dad super-funnily-lame lah. Those who saw him would have witnessed his fun-ame. And today during lunch with Indra and Azr, i talked to dad on the phone. After the teleconversation, indra commented on how friend-like i and my dad talked. It got me thinking.... aaaa... Well, it ain't the first. It amazes me sometimes when i hear friend's relationships with their father, it's strictly authoritative father figure, prim and proper. Daddy still tells me to dress elegantly and will hide my short shorts and tells me that it's too short to wear out...still a daddy but he knows all my stories, the bads i have done and am doing, i'll come home at 12am and when he's still awake, he'll litsen to the babbles and little marbles i pick on that day especially on work. Am really glad and eventhough he is my dad-the-authority, he is my friend! I am soo blessed, very blessed.

From the eye-bag Princess

OOOooo..... Blue moon, having the... monday blues...

We wanna go... and sleep

Its all we want to do... lalala...

-- eye-bag Princess

Last night when i stepped into my room, "HELLO MOTO..." took up my phone and saw a msg from yling saying that she was sad and do i know 許瑋倫? Being someone who finds it ultimately hard to even delay gratification, i called her to get immediate clarification. I and yling go way back during college days watching chinese, korean sitcoms. This girl a regular in various taiwan sitcom actress passed away after an accident. Struggling to keep her breath, she survived two days coma before she took her last breath. She is 28 years old.

People dying has become a if not daily, maybe a weekly affair to me. Some i know, most i don't. Accident, or sudden death can lead to a devastation of emotional state. Nobody would expect, nobody could foresee it coming. Patients with life-threatening illness are aware of time, they know their time is short, they try to make full use of it, but do not know when time is up. Nobody knows when. It hit me sometimes to think of 'what ifs'. Nomatter what or how i think, still, answer won't surface. "WHEN LAH? OH GOD, TELL ME WHEN SO I CAN PLAN. "

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I am so NOT going to yoga today!! two weeks of work = 1 good reason to be absent from yoga

The Quilanas

Met up with the Quilanas last night. This year, it's mostly about meeting people that i have not seen for a while. Meeting with stephen for the first time and joy after some time. i AM HAPPY for joy joy...From the time in Australia till date... it's kinda fairy tale like but i'm so sure that this time the script writer won't stop at "...and they live happily ever after..." *music fading out... *rolling out, cast names... hahahahaha...

-- Back to work!

Rant rant rant

Its rather a bore today in the office, people with foul moods, trying to keep datelines. AND i kena pulak have to go to this cheque presentation event in some noble restaurant. Yeeshh... and i have to go with me and myself. No go, no cheque. What man, wheres the damn honest sincerity and the heart of giving man... if i don't go doesn't mean you can't lick stamps and mail the damn thing to us. For the cheque, i have to go to somewhere i've never been and sit with a bunch of people i don't know and smile and look as if i'm having the time of my life receiving cheque which is not even mine.
So today, i replaced some of my gonna-waste time later with an entry.

Reggee the terror media woman and My fav Dr. F ....still single ooo... :p

(Mag H. Ellie, May, Azreen, Kak Yati)

Had a recent in-house annual dinner. The two 'mature' people in the picture have been my mentor since i started work. Helping me when i was the 'fresh-grad-with-chubby-face-with-no-make-up' a lot on the way, pushing me into deep ends. Somehow, meeting them at the pre-stage of my working life helped me to grow, learn to be humble and when people ask you to sweep shit, you just do it.. who know what gold you might find in that shit. OKok, the shit example is not that convincing but oh well... -- learing from pro in this environment is my priveledge man. I should be happy lah... go sit with a bunch of people i don't know and collect cheque also can lah, who know what gold i might find isn't it. *FINGERS CROSS.... *praying harder

I really think that i should save this post when i'm like a veteren, well established, have like a 2 million house or something... and like thank people that have helped me on the way to my success.. WHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.... dream may dream!!!

New year, new insights

CHING CHING CHING!!! This is my 40th post! Hows that for keeping up blogging. Bumped into Ken, my dear Penang cousin yesterday in midvalley. AND boy was i suprised to see him and the first few sentence he uttered was 'I got your blog from my sister'. WAaaaa.... erm... not to say i've got secrets but it's just amazing. *it's not all that hu-ha if you've got the blog add on msn. It's partly i don't see my paternal cousins that often, once every two or three years? mmmm....

Had super great fun today other than working so duper the overtime. Went to Singapore about two weeks back, met new friends and they came up to KL today!! It was great to see them again!! REALLY GREAT! Eventhough we have not really got to know one another but with a glass of wine, oooo... it helped great lot... hehe

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The boys of the year!

Sometimes when you meet people, somehow things or conversations just clicked regardless on how long you know a person. The duration is not an issue at all. These great dudes gave me new insights eventhough we met up only for a few hours. Humans are not perfect but the unique-ness of every individual still facinates me ever. They just did.

I don't like studying. Hated high school, and things related to TEXT book. But somehow learning from people with real life experiences is entirely a different angle. Got soaked into people's life and sometimes gasp in awe of the 'differences' thought were a normality. Whats normal anyway. Strived hard to be different, but yearn to be normal. SO the redundant!

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Today, somehow i want to learn. Want to learn to be calmer and more respectable than feared. The lesson today was priceless. Marc, if you see this. The bill is nothing compared to the insight you guys planted in me. Thanks. *BIG smuak

Remember

Everyday passed us like wind through trees
I am sorry for not remembering you enough
Work has taken a toll in my life
Which before I sworn to keep you in
I know its just a lame excuse

As I looked up, i see the dark clouds,
Standing on wet unprofessionally tarred road
I stood gazing through thin air thinking about you
Many things today reminded me about you
But I choose to keep it behind my mind
I am sorry for not remembering you as frequent.

Always thought I could
Always thought I would
To always keep you in my heart

Today, I remembered you
Remembered the love and care you’ve once embraced me
Remembered the suffering you went through
I remembered because no one would be able to give the same as you did.

I remembered.
Still missing you.
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Partai!

Only three pictures for you who need to AHEM... study for exams or can't make it that day. You tahu lah.. Mr and Mrs/Ms FOONG... *next time must make rules for people who ffk...

Savannh plays R&B, i like trance. I had to like the don't like. Overall, having 'pang yao' together plays a big big part with fun. Hyuk hyuk hyuk... it makes up for the unstable beats of R&B.

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*Edited

Yoga was refreshing, i should have done this earlier. Well, better late than never right! I'm saying like this because i have yet to feel the 'post-pain'. But nevertheless, i hope it's all worthwhile. On the way back, i ran over 2 cats! not one, but two... i'm so traumatised. Errr actually not really. But the sound of the bones cracking *CRAK *CRAK is still in my head. *hmmm or maybe i hit right on the skull bones. On the first instance i called my dad and told him. AND came out to see the car and asked me freakily, got see any spirits ar?... Ini papa ar...nak joking pun tak kelakar.

It's time to firm the puncture tyres

I have been really slow and making tons of mistakes at work. The BACK TO WORK after a long (only 2 freaking weeks!) break has not really been effective. I'm slowwwwwwly slooooooowwly adjusting of being at work even! It's really bad but i know i'm just defending myself but I CAN't HELP IT LAH...cause of the fun i had...aiii... Hoping for a brighter week next week.

AND it's the time of the year to..... tone it up man! Signed up for Yoga today (starting on monday) with a few colleagues. SUPRISE SUPRISE!! i know, yea... its probably time to do something about doing some exercise at least. I guess it will last longer than other exercises cause of the company. People that goes with me this time has great drive of motivation (i am just assuming :p) or at least have a higher drive than me.

Everything is set! just that i need to organise time better and hopefully as people say your face will GLOW *CHING *CHING when you do yoga. Thanks to people who forced me to do this and will be forcing me later on to continue to go to classes and people that have me pestering me constantly to do something to myself. CHEEERS *i so know i'm gonna regret thanking you guys out there later. But cheers to a gonna-be healthier life! (+aches and pain along the way)

Such a wonder

An album that i've purchased when i was in Singapore. Wahahaha... the songs inside was relatively expected to his standard. But what turned me on was the cover and the photo shots. The background of sahara was simple.. just sand and sky. Other than the firm, toned body that he has, the tiny details (a red little star on the neck) and little accessories they painted on him was luuringly attractive which i find it hard to resist staring at it again and again. Yea, it might just be a physique attraction (or him just being korean) but by the way he is branded is amazing. The people really know what the market wants and who to target. I also saw his album on sale in watsons. Come on, who thought of selling CDs in such places too. BRILLIANT lah!

Ahh... its a wonder isn't it, a wonder *wondering *wondered *still wondering...

2007

The year of 2006 passed, just like that. Maybe not just like that, so much had happened but i guess somethings are meant to be put behind and move on. I started off the new year with about a week in Singapore. Send my sister off again.. but this time to Hawaii for about 6-7 months i guess. The flight time was sooo off that we had to be in Changi Airport, Singapore before 4am for check in. Mr. Gorgeous 'teman-ed' to send kelly off, which i am super greatful. Imagine being in the airport alone at that hour, it's not that i can't but its better to have someone temaning.

Bye che... will see you in about 6 months time!

I had a blast time in Singapore. Singapore had treated me great. So much to see but yet so little time, the experiences widened my little frame of mind which i am 'honoured' to be that 'special' to experience it... I thank 'you' for being there for me most of the time and opening doors for me to 'loosen' the tough grip a bit. Too many inverted commas, i think i should focus more on work already. Oh well, there are people we are unable to meet but there will definately be another time round. I miss the times in Singapore already, but its great to be in KL (minus the work)!! *no complains

BYE BYE holidays-HI WORK!

Its rather queer stepping into the office this morning. In just a short two weeks, so much had changed...more cupboards, more regrets sponsorship letters on my desk, and so much more rubbish. Maybe a change will do me good, hopefully all will turn out alright. *SIGH Sometimes growing up takes too much energy and effort. *BIGGER SIGH

Left the Hotel at 3am in the morning. Now, 4.43am at Changi Airport. Kelly going to Narita, Japan. I need to sleep. ZZzzzz... see some of you guys soon.

Embrace 2007

HAPPY THE NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!! This year, instead of slothing ourselves in the room, we went out to the streets of Kuala Lumpur to catch the fire works. It was great! the fireworks was magnificent from our view, and plus the company made it awesom-er man. Clubs on the night was crazy. Aside of the more-than-normal charges to get in, the queue was !#@$!@#$# long. We for-go the thought of walking into any though, but walking in the middle of the streets in KL was ermmm...mmm... cool? ahh.. i mean, with the traffic and 'well-mannered' drivers around on a usual-any-day traffic, we tend to get off the streets pretty quickly.
NEVER during an event like NY's eve walk on the streets alone. It got a lil rowdy right before the clock striked 12 passing unpleasant remarks and a lil fight breakout. It's scary i tell you, even watching the guards chasing the 'bad guy'. Its best to just ignore any silly-pathetic remarks from some pathetic arse than getting a blow on yer head by a helmet kan?

We drank, We walked, We watched fireworks, We tried out 'Ping-Pang-Wa', We danced a little, We slept a little, Snoored a lot, a little crap, a little nonsense... Nevertheless with good buddies around, the night was stupendous.

This would be my last week of holidays. After this, it would be work work and work. As i 'browsed' through the work load of events coming up this year, i fear that i am unable to manage my time wisely. Well, i have to just do what i can and make do with what i have in hand. It is really tiring to start a bloody project with 0 ringgit. OK, work aside... My last week of ultimate freedom!! I guess this is a pretty good start into the new year eyh, a week of hols before work digs in. 6 days in Singapore, i hope it'll turn out good and exciting man! Hope to see some of you in Singapore. Till then......